I remember those days

I remember those days.
Those days were so good.
In the rain I'd have a hood.
That was the past.
But it wouldn't last.
I remember the days.
When someone was by my side.
Someone to lean on
I had no need to hide.
Those feelings are gone.
Like a memory on a summer day.
I'm alone.
Those memories are fading away.
You speed my life.
My never ending strife.
To not know what's going on.
What happens next?